Errr hey guys.
Um so I thought about what I wanted to write here, and weirdly enough I’ve had some revelations lately that I think I need to address.
I really, really wanted to write that I forgive you guys, but I think in the end I’m not quite able to do that yet. Technically there shouldn’t even be a need to, since erm though you caused the circumstances around me I’m still the primary factor in the changes to mah lyfe. But I think the fact I’m recognizing I still need to deal with it means it’ll all be okay. At least I’m not running anymore.
And no worries, even if you’re not totes forgiven yet, I still love you guys. You’re still my parents. So don’t worry daddy, just take care of yourself. There’s no need to stress about what material possessions I want (hint: nothing) that you can tack on the words “I love you” to. Just chillax and be yourself, it’ll all work out in time. I’ll wait. And madre. Ohhhhh madre. I’m sorry I get cranky with you all the time. Though um, in a sense it’s cuz we’re close. Cuz I don’t really flip out on other people that much so…..I trust you? XD Lolz a fine reward I know but it’s still true. I’ll work on balancing myself better so there’s less snapping I promise.
But yeah don’t worry guys. I’m gonna be okay. You did a good job err “raising” me. “Rais…..ing.” -cough-. But either way I’m a pretty good product of life even if I am fucked up. Society thinks I’m a success anyway, so I’m halfway there right?! XD Haha but seriously. I’ll be fine. Don’t worry ^^
Take care of yourselves kay?
Tif (with one “f” even though people think it’s weird because goddamnit this is how you guys have spelled it since forever and how was I supposed to know other people spelled it with two “f”s??? but it’s just too late now lolz so it’s one “f” forever)